my attitude of ingratitude got lost.
I can’t express how thrilled I am about that. 
I can’t explain to you how proud I am of my kids.  How grateful I am for my husband.  How pleased I am that I’m the mother rather than the aunt/grandma/neighbor of these four wonderful children.
I can’t tell you how important it is to me to be intimately involved in the good and ugly moments of their lives.
Dr Jekyll?? Meet Mr. Hyde. 
And now for sleep… finally.